♥4.24.2012♥
why must we fight ? is this my weakness ? is this my fault ?
- yes of course it's my fault . it's not his . for now . i have to keep the cup . bring it around and everywhere i go . it will be always in my bag . i do miss you .i swear . my heart feels naked . without you . i always ask myself . can i move on . hopefully i can .
i don't know what can i do . i have many things to think about . My relationship , My son . something are meant to be secret in me . i don't want to be the third person . seeing you closed to everyone do make me feel upset . yes you have your reason or excuse . grrh! nevermind . i know everything is gone . take care :)
♥Fafa Montel `YourChubbyBabyGirl
@ 7:08 PM
♥4.20.2012♥
♥Fafa Montel `YourChubbyBabyGirl
@ 10:36 PM
♥4.18.2012♥
In Future ,Respecting you as my Husband ? No way it's gonna happen . Kiss my ass . and fuck off . stop making my life MISERABLE . Like you already did . for god sake . i already make my sentence loud and clear . i won't be marrying a person who have a Girlfriend or another wife . i don't want to be suffered forever . you have the right to move on but why not me ? don't expect me to get married with you while we both don't love each other . I got my own dreams . my own man to love . but you ? i don't qasha to be the one who is suffering . but getting a father like you ? no way . i go the right to chose my life partner . my dad just said to me . '" your mum are just trying to ruin your life . marrying a person is just not about making people satisfied but its yourself . are sure you're gonna be happy leading you whole life time with Faizal ? without divorce ? '
♥LOVE ,
This not a game for me . i been struggling getting my life right . Thinking about cute boy future . without a father can he be happy ? can he be strong like how i sure to . i make my decision . i told my parents . and told right in his face . i can't take it any longer . suffering . Sorry for not telling you . i really need to meet cacha just now . i really stress up . i hope everything will be fine . amin .
♥LOVE ,
I miss you like soo much !
I really need you by my side .alhamulilah . atlast i get to speak out my mind .
♥Fafa Montel `YourChubbyBabyGirl
@ 10:56 PM
♥4.15.2012♥
Once in a day . without a fight is like the world has come to the end .this relationship is a relationshit !
This photo really attract my eyes early in the morning :)
you can fuck me all you want . but not in the morning where but you don't even know am i widely awake .thanks for making my day wonderfool :)
♥Fafa Montel `YourChubbyBabyGirl
@ 11:16 AM
♥4.14.2012♥
♥LOVE ,
i started to miss you when the time i reached home , How am i supposed to lead my life without you . you apart of my life right now .i will always love you . deep down my heart there's your name:(
for once . i'm loving someone that i can't bare to see him leaving me .
♥LOVE , Remember this cute boy ?
Thanks to him , we are getting closer .i miss him badly , i know . you too :)
♥Fafa Montel `YourChubbyBabyGirl
@ 10:50 PM
♥4.10.2012♥
♥LOVE ,
Does this love means anything to you ? i know you don't like to fight . but every relationship have their up(s) & Down(s).you're very sensitive indeed .i can't denied it anymore .
♥LOVE ,
I want you to know . i love like i love my son . i will be sitting at home waiting for your message. i need your answers . why must you delete all my notes , your photos . why ????????????
you can't accept my son? I'm fine with that . but just to tell you . Too Bad i have it HEre !
♥HAppy enough or are you angry ?
♥Fafa Montel `YourChubbyBabyGirl
@ 7:15 PM