why must we fight ? is this my weakness ? is this my fault ?
- yes of course it's my fault . it's not his . for now . i have to keep the cup . bring it around and everywhere i go . it will be always in my bag . i do miss you .i swear . my heart feels naked . without you . i always ask myself . can i move on . hopefully i can .
i don't know what can i do . i have many things to think about . My relationship , My son . something are meant to be secret in me . i don't want to be the third person . seeing you closed to everyone do make me feel upset . yes you have your reason or excuse . grrh! nevermind . i know everything is gone . take care :)